do you ever get into one of those moods where your heart aches and longs for something so deeply but you dont know what and your heart is like a stubborn toddler screaming i want it !!!! please give it to me !!!! And you’re desperately like i don’t know what kind of emotionally fulfilling experience to give you at 3 PM on a Wednesday !!!!!!!!!
I lied and said I was busy. I was busy, but not in a way people understand. I was busy taking deeper breaths, I was busy silencing irrational thoughts, I was busy calming a racing heart, I was busy telling myself I am ok
